Truffle, i prefer calling her Chou-ti. her long fridge, covered up that "distorted" mouth of hers. she's very cute! bt She can be really annoying at times. her high pitching barks can irritate us and even wilbur. she's "half toilet trained". my dad hates it. beening the 1st to wake up every morning, he is also the 1st to hav honour to pick up her poo and clean up her pee in the living area. i wonder if chouti knows that she's gonna be kick out of the house if she continues to do this. which i hate to see her leave. =( i hope my words get into her mind. (yes, i've talked to her abt it) oh yes, she loves to eat! food can capture her soul away. she loves to disturb wilbur too! usually wilbur would "swallow his saliva" and walk away, but at times, he will attack if he couldnt take it. haha! well, it's wonderful to have these 2 doggies in my life!
in another 2 weeks or so, i would have completed 2 and a quater years of my 3 years diploma bond. a pause to my working life. back to school again, for a 8 months course advance dip in oncology in nyp. books and i hasnt talk for years. i wonder if we could still be good friends. anyway, im rather excited not because of the course, rather because of the company of colleagues who are going to be my classmates soon! im sure working and studying tgt differ alot. my friendship with books starts officially on 19oct. study hard and play hard, Jolene! and i will definately miss nursing the BMT patients and my fellow colleagues.
it's kinda awkward. i hate this feeling. i smile to cover up my sadness. it did help. minimizing the images of you back there does help to lessen some undesirable feelings too. but how long can this last? looking into your eyes, how much i wanna tell you, i wish to have u love me my whole life. but do you really belong to me? would you b better off without me? that's always the qns that pop up. if one day, my life ends without any early signs, the most regretful thing will be, not at your side on that memorable day, to tell you i really love you.
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