it's always gd to see wilbur appear in my bedroom when i woke up every morning. he dun talk, but i know he's always listening, always by my side, thru my ups n downs. i love him alot. and i'll nv fail to whisper to him everyday, "ur my best boy!". =)

it's another noon shift at work that ended quite late. finally done with the paper work for applying for the coming october intake advance dip. not so sure if im ready to step into the world of books, projects and examinations. probably because of the title, "oncology-trained staff", or because of pay increment? or purely because im loving my job as part of the bone marrow transplant team. but definately, i feel for my patient. like today, my superior wants me to inform 1 of this patient, who shifted to the single room not long ago due to xtreme low white counts (which meant that patient stands a very high risk of suscepting infection) that they will shift him out to 5 beds tmr because they need the room for a transplant patient whose admitting soon. a sudden anger strike me because it doesnt make sense to send him out to the general ward when he's counts were even lower than before and i felt super unfair for him! that gave me the courage to march into my supervisor's room for this matter. unreasonable n unfair. =( felt rather upset for him thou the shifting wasnt confirm. hoping that there's a better bed situation tmr. 

read this saying from xiang's gf blog. it kinda touched my heart. "im someone that will give my all for everything. what about you? did you even tried your best? dont try to regret something after it's long gone. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what you would have done, or could have had."