OMG~ i just wasted 1 whole day. i wasted time to travel to work this morning, i wasted money on transportation, i lost hours of precious moments with my bed! and most importantly, my plan for the day is so messed up!! I thought im morning today. and i really remembered im morning! =( rushed to work, to hear an undesirable fact from mr ismail, "U Are AFTERNOON SHIFT!" ROAR!~ really felt so so loss, so upset! i was so hoping that noon they got enough staffs, so at least i could stay to do the morning shift instead, but looks like it's so fated..
CHIN said, (so loudly lor) "IM SORRY JOLENE, YOU HAVE TO GO BACK HOME AND COME BACK TO WORK IN THE AFTERNOON. WE DO NOT HAVE SUFFICIENT PPL TO WORK IN THE NOON!" tt's so so harsh! almost drop dead on the ground. my brain churning all over! SOB! then she said, "unless u want to rest in the staff room till noon" omg, tt's 6 hours later man. no no no...
then here comes another comment from this nurse from the "outstanding" clan in the ward, "unless u want to do double shift with NO extra pay". thanks for ur lame suggestion, but UR HEAD! ITS SO RIDICULOUS AND IMPOSSIBLE LOR! im not gonna be so kind to the ward anymore..
my plan for today was to pay my late ex-patient his last respect after work, then meet dear @ IMM. i hasnt seen him for a week. :'( road isnt very smooth recently. emotions playing on me. seeing him will be the best r/s treatment. i want to cry larh!! ~
if im to throw in 1 SL today, they will definately curse and swear at me tmr. sigh, my eyes playing tricks on me. it's my fault. =(
