been nursing her alone for more than a week.. she appeared @ work place, (tt's of course), but it is a little over board to appear in my dreams! been seeing her in my dreams/ night mare (whateva it is) for 2-3 times this week. she's causing mental stress to me, although the things as in the nursing care for her is still manageable, with at least 2 colleagues help. her continuous moanings n groanings keeps beating on to my ear drums, oh god.. i understand that's she's no longer herself.. i couldnt help to quiet her down.. tt's the mental stress im talking about.. looking at her helplessly. tt's all i could do.. spare her & her sisters, please.. 

been used to swallowing food recently, there's no time for proper meal @ work. i think i need a break? sigh, just had 2 days off.. 1 more month to AL.. jiayou! bt anyway, at least a break from nursing her.. m becoming moody-i think tt's the reason y.. =(

meow meow so nice, made "cat" food for me.. haha.. she's a good cook. whoever marry her will be super fortunate! =D

i want to relax! =)) sing k with any1. see water with kj. meet up with GTOs, meet up with meixuan. and to see AY real soon! miss U larh.. =(