Thursday, July 31, 2008
i took my 1st sick leave today, broke record for my no MC rate since i started working. =( i tot i could maintain my standards. sadly, woke up in the morning, having pain upon swallowing, plus flu last night, sneeze till muscle aching everywhere. so, finally, after much much consideration, decided to inform my ward . i took like 45mins to make my decision lorh. i seriously got no idea hw to go about submitting MC. tt's like the next thing to stress about. headache! =(


i guess i've really misunderstood u. im truely sorry for not giving u the 100% trust n support that u need. it's mainly insecurity that contributes to the misunderstanding. invisible distancing seems to set in. i donno what other way to express my apology n guilt, for i am nt sum1 who can express it verbally. (i definately hope its not a pride kinda thing) im sorry dear. =( entered at 12:12 PM

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