Saturday, April 12, 2008
I dreamt that his wake is @ woodlands area. went on duty yest afternoon, still trying to find out where his wake is held. i din get any answer, no one knows where. =( was then surprised to find out 2 of my batch colleagues went to his wake on the 10th. None inform the ward about it. i was terribly sad to know that he had already been cremated last morning. according to my colleague, he looked the same in the casket, that is at least something i hoped for. God called him home so early. im still in denial stage. i even tell myself last morning when i just woke up, that i hoped when i reached work place, someone will come rushing to me, telling me tat he is still alive! everything was a mistake. :'( it din come true. i dont know who am i angry with, when i asked myself why he died at such young age, leaving his wife & 2 extremely young kids behind. i miss his presence in the ward. i hate life for being so fragile.

Went out with lawrence & kelvin after work. was a last minute thing. catch the movie "untraceable" @ suntec city. great movie. just that the cinema is freaking cold. my lips were trembling man. almost walked out the cinema frozen. got free transport to my door step. haha! thanks to kelvin. and thanks to the both of them, waiting for @ work place. so paiseh. not to forget lawrence for the movie. thanks guys!

at least keep my mind off sad moments. =) entered at 2:30 AM

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